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Blankets rox0rs my sox0rs [31 Aug 2003|08:50pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

I think I'm starting to get better. Everything doesn't hurt today so thats a good thing. I'll probably have to go to school tommorow so thats the downside. I saw "Finding Nemo" yesterday, it was really good. That shark, Bruce or something, was really cool. Liz liked Dori the most but they have something in common. And the turtle who says dude alot, yup hes cool too. Good movie, good movie. This lil kid was in front of us and when the shark came on screen she screamed then started crying because it was a scawy shark, that was cute lol. I think I watched about 4 different movies yesterday. I watched the end of "Cruel Intentions," I watched half of it on Friday night. Thats a great movie too, although I don't know why he has to dieee, I like happy endings more. Theeeen, I watched "Speed" with Liz and Olly and David, I've never seen the end and to be honest I was disappointed. Then some of some Rambo movie, that sucked ass. But I had to stay up to kick out the hot water bottle in my bed. Those things are hot.
My knees still all messed up though, I was hoping it was something to do with my cold. It'd better be better by next Monday, I think thats when the district athletics is rescheduled to. This weekend Mom decided it'd be a good idea to pull off all the boards from the walls in the spare room. Ended up taking agesssss and typically I got suckered into helping. I'm too nice, I was doing homework too but nooooo, pulling stuff off of walls is more important than my future. And she didn't even buy me shaving cream *cries* I was asking like all week and she forgot, just typical. Luckily, I convinced David to start shaving so I just borrowed his. Not shaving while you're sick then waking up and realising you really need to shave sucks. Oh well. I have to remember to thank Mel again for that blanket she gave me. I love it. Its so nice and warm and comforting. When I'm sick I need comforting so I spent pretty much the whole time wrapped up in it. I guess its natural that something that reminds me of her is so comforting. Mickey loves it too! Everytime I have it, he jumps up on me and goes to sleep. I'm glad he doesn't drool as much as Pluto when he sleeps. Well as much as Pluto did... Saturday morning didn't have much incentive to get on, because of the whole Mel computer messed up thing, so I just stayed in bed and read with Mickey sleeping around my feet. That was nice. I kinda miss him sleeping on my bed but he doesn't like to as much. He kinda does for awhile then at 3am will meow, bite and claw my hair. Thats scary to wake up too. *sighs* Did I mention I miss Mel? Its still 4 long painful days, darn it. This sucks. Oh well, can't let that get me down. I have lots of work to do before bed so I shall go now. Sounds like fun eh? School work. Oh joy, oh rapture. That reminds me of this line from Dogma. I think it goes... "There is no joy, there is no rapture as exquisite as central air." Ok, work time. Missing Mel time. I'm not missing her too badly although I do wish it'd get fixed sooner lol.

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Hmm, goaty, yes this tastes goaty... [29 Aug 2003|09:21pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Today sucks. I didn't do much of anything. I didn't sleep well at all last night so I woke up feeling pretty bad. Mom let me stay home though, all I did today was mope around. I couldn't think well enough to do homework or read for too long so I was pretty bored. Two days of being sick and staying home and I couldn't spend it talking to Mel. She won't get the internet back until next Thursday for meee. *dies* bad, awful, terrible news. I miss her.
Oh well, better stop focusing on the downsides. Mel and I are back together, I love her and she loves me, I have a whole weekend to recuperate annd I may be going out tommorow if I'm better anyway. Ok, no I won't. Too sick to go anywhere. I can't figure out why but my knee is really weird too. I tink I broked it.
We got that new couch delivered today. $2000 and its uncomfortable, what a waste of money. I forced David into growing some people skills. Whenever we have someone come here for something he runs and hides and lets me deal with it. So I made him deal with the Scottish guy. Coughs are annoying. I miss Mel. Gripe, gripe, gripe. Oh, I think I got sick from Liz, not from my friend with the car. Liz was sick and we watched the Two towers. Stupid sickness... *sighs* Remind me to thank Kate, shes a good friend/cousin. Stupid David though, hes such a jerk. Wouldn't stop making noise all afternoon and snide remarks. I'm going to remember this next time hes sick. Oh well, no point going to bed frustrated. Good song and I can't possibly be anything but happy right now.

Show me a smile then, don't be unhappy,
Can't remember when I last saw you laughing.
If this world makes you crazy and you've taken all you can bare,
You call me up because you know I'll be there.

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Mmm, song doesn't hurt head. [28 Aug 2003|07:23pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I'm sick. No I'm not exaggerating. I woke up with an awful cough and decided to go to school anyway. I'm glad I put off catching the early bus though. Anyways, I left late for the late one, had to run up the hill, lasted 100 metres or so and started coughing up gross stuff. Kept going anyway, glad I missed the bus phew. Came home and pretty much felt bad all day. I got a killer headache from all the coughing so I've been taking painkillers too. I have come to the conclusion, while the panadol is still having an effect on me, that I like to be mothered when I'm sick. My mommy mothers me good. Shes doting and stuff when I'm feeling bad. I like to mother stuff too, I mother Mickey when hes hurt and stuff. Watch out Mel, I'll probably mother you too. Speaking of her, something happened to their internet and one of their computers so I be sad. Well not sad really, just missing her. I just hope it gets fixed really soon, really really really soon. We got back together today... so yeah. Not missing her, nor being sick, nor anything could make this day a bad one. I'm just too happy about that. *sighs* Its funny, I didn't really think I could feel this way again so quickly, I just... do I guess. I really love her. I think I'm the happiest guy ever right now :D Ok, I'll stop rambling about how I feel, I can only think of one person who'd want to hear about that lol.
I said something amusing to David a few minutes ago. He goes, "I don't think you're sick, I think you're faking it." Then I reply, almost instantly, "better get used to it, its all your wifes going to do."

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Cow tow *thump* ...stabses his eyes out... [27 Aug 2003|09:47pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I'm sleepy. Liz and Olly were just over for dinner and we watched The two Towers. I just got it for a late birthday present from David today, hes so considerate. Love that movie, tis a good one. I think I'll like the third more than the first or second though. Well hopefully. Today I didn't do much of anything. I had period 0, had to leave at about 7:10, awful awful thing. So yeah, I'm pretty tired. Getting to where I had to catch my second bus, brother dear informed me that the second one came very late *sighs* pointless, why do I even try? Well I decided to walk it. Thank goodness for friends with cars. Patrick saw me on the way and gave me a ride to school. Just had a typical boring ol school day. Except some amusement in history. Too hard to explain that though. Then I got a lift back up to Shoppingtown from another friend so I caught an earlier bus home. Got home half an hour early to find Mel still not back :( She left this morning, I think her computer messed up or something. Hasn't been on all day and to tell you the truth I'm a lil worried. I worry too much I know, its probably nothing but I'm paranoid. Today we had stuff planned too... oh well. Guess theres always another time. We can talk on the mic. any time really and everything else just has to wait until tommorow I guess. Well, I just hope whatever was wrong is fixed by then. I'm kinda in a good mood still, all things considered. Bad timing of computers can't wreck this mood. I'm happy again... just hope I can talk to her tommorow.

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[26 Aug 2003|09:19pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

Heeeeeeeeeeey. Today was a very very good day. Got to school after catching the awful morning bus in. Did I mention I miss my mommy! Shes in New Zealand. Half the horridness is trying to get to school by myself. I wore another shirt underneath though, kept me warm. Hmm, anyway, got to school and Megan runs up and is like "Josh, Josh, guess what! Biology is cancelled!" That was aweeeeesome, because I got to leave at the start of lunch. Yup yup. This morning I had a mean bus driver though. He rambled on about the zones and crap but I was riiiiight, yeah take that bus driver! David likes to name the regulars. So we have Smokey because he smokes at the first stop. And the terrorist, because David is an ignorant bigot lol. I always get mad at him for that one.
Anywaaaaaaaays, got home nice n early. Yay for leaving early! Read some of Moby Dick on the bus, then proceeded to sleep half the way, mmm nothing like bus sleep. Got home, Mel had just gone to bed apparently. Thanks mom #2 for going and getting her! We talked and it was really nice... I dunno, I may be setting myself up for disappointment but I think things are looking up. We both got that rush today. Mhmm, I feel happy again. Guess its all related to her and how we're going. When we were talking I ran outside and stood in the rain for about 5 minutes. Needless to say it was pouring down and I got soaked. But it felt good and I found myself just standing there with my face up and my arms out.
Didn't get much work done today, but I'll do more tommorow. After my nap of course. Well speaking of sleep, I need to go to bed extra early tonight because I have to leave at 10 past 7 tommorow. That is an ungodly hour. I shouldn't even be up by then! I hate period 0, it is the bane of my existence. Mmm, this song just relaxes me. I think tommorow I'm going to try and go to sleep with it on, its just so lovely. Makes me happy, some things remind me of good memories.

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I be crazay [26 Aug 2003|05:01pm]
Borderline:Very High
Avoidant:Very High
Dependent:Very High

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[24 Aug 2003|11:05am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Soo, yesterday was a pretty good day I guess. I talked to Mel on the mic, and although it was hard at first to talk, we just talked normally. It felt good. I wanna talk to her on the mic. more often. It made me miss her even more though. I guess we broke a few of the rules of being on a break but I didn't really mind at all lol. She wanted to say "I love you" well... I really wanted to say it to her too, but it took me like 10 minutes to say it back. I just couldn't say it or something. I admit I did cry some, happy sniffles and sad sniffles though. I know this could still end badly so I shouldn't get my hopes up, but I can't help feeling better about the whole thing.
After I talked to Mel I went to that party thing. I was an hour and a half late so I had to talk to Starbuck's dad and went and found em eventually. We kicked the football across the river and I kicked it in, go me! It was amusing though. I did drink though, I'm kinda disappointed in myself. I had a few sips of cider and a taste of beer our of curiousity. Beer is awful! It tastes so bad. Damn curiousity, it always gets me into strife. Never done anything good for me, well a few things, but not many. Anyways, a few of us got a lift back to Lorenes and we talked, played the playstation, went for a walk etc. We went to cyberage later on which wasn't too bad. All in all, it was an anti climax. I got a lift home though and I'm glad for that. Nothing like sleeping in your own bed when you're tired. I was all nice and cosy wrapped up in Mel's blanket too. Usually it lives on the top of all my covers and stuff, but I was cold and missing her so I needed some comfort lol. Yeah, I'm pretty pathetic I know, but I need comfort sometimes.
Oh well, mom wants to go to another Uni open day. Stupid La Trobe, why would I want to go there anyway? Waste of time to go if I have no intention of going there. But oh well, mommy is bossy.

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Welcome back old Josh you foo! [22 Aug 2003|09:42pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I so sleepy. I swear, right after I'm done with this I think I shall go get an early night. I need more sleep. I had a horrible day. I guess talking to Mel this morning wasn't all bad, but the part right before I left kinda sucked. It was Moms birthday and she wouldn't let me make her breakfast in bed :( I will tommorow though. The car ride in was sucky, I was all sad so I didn't say much and Mom was tired and mad. David was... well David, hes never the most talkative soul. Period 1, we has this baby thing. Nicole and I had a boy, Austin Theodore Jesus. That was kinda funny actually, then we had grandkids with Stacey and Doc's baby. Made me kinda sad though... for obvious reasons. Blah, thinking about that stuff makes me sad. Good news came in period 2, I can do an exchange program that the Uni actually encourages and go study for a year overseas. That may be pointless information though, who knows!?
Hmm, what else happened. Oh yeah, legal test. All lesson Raymond was saying "I'm gonna beat you Josh" well, when we got the results back I kicked his ass. He cheated too and I didn't. He cheated off of Chapmans notes and he got way better too. It was amusing to say the least. Silly buttons *giggles* Watched Pride and Prejudice in lit, it succcccccked. It wasn't the good one I was hoping for but the crapola one. I have to watch the good one at home, we have it on video. Not the one where Darcy is like a character out of terminator 4. I was on the bus and I was getting off early to get mom a present and it stopped suddenly and I fell on the seat! Luckily, I was on the back seat or that would have been the floor. Everyone laughed at meee, well the only people on the bus were David and these two sisters. I gotta momma some scented candles that smell nice, we're going to get her more stuff tommorow too.
I went for a lovely ride when I came home. All crazy like, too fast for a muddy steep mountain track on bald tyres I'd say. But the old Josh, in that respect is back. It was fun and I felt happy for the first time this week. I need to risk life and limb more often, it be a rush. Hmm, party tommorow. Drinking, possible strip poker involved. I'm going to try really hard to not drink, even though I'd be entirely justified in getting completely wasted out of depression. I'll try and be good though, won't help things if I do drink. As Mel's mom pointed out, the depression would still be there on Sunday morning, just with other bad feelings too. Stupid drinking... I want to stop but its so hard when it makes me feel better even for a little while. Well I'm terribly sleepy now, so I shall go get some sleep.

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"...to the old school 80's hard rock hip hop riff like this" [21 Aug 2003|07:29pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I don't much feel like talking about my day right now. So, I shall take after Holly and update with some of the lamest, but funniest jokes of all time. So without further ado and no more Josh jibberish, here we gooooo.

Why'd the kid fall off the bike?
A fridge hit him.

Whats brown, green, red, has 6 legs and will kill you if it falls on you from a tree?
A pool table!

That one Liz told me, my cousin is funny and shes only 12 ahah. I need to go over to her house tommorow and see her and Kate, Olly too. Marina before she goes back to Japan as well. Maybe we'll make those no bake rockin cookies I've been hearing so much about, well thats if I can be bothered going over there. This is my favorite song of all time. Yes, tied with adams song of course. Well theres a story behind it, here I am, 8th grade. Sitting in the school hall watching the talent quest. And on comes a 12th grader band and this is the first song they play and it kicks ass. Everyone just ups and dances around, headbanging and stuff. The entire school hall was like a mosh pit of past 1000 students. needless to say, it left an impression.


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...cause boys dooon't cry... good song, good song [20 Aug 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I'm tired. Not really sleepy tired though, just tired in general. Got up really early for period 0. That extra shirt underneath really helped with the cold though. Had a nice time in the warm library doing english reasearch. Biology next was coldddd, talked to Megan and Tess about things. Then we had that oh so fun waste of a day english excursion. It wasn't all too bad. Anyway, met up with Lorene, I thought we were all walking to her house to get changed but I was wrong about that. Smit gave us a lift there, detour to Petes house then to school then back to Petes house before. He is a really good driver, we think that accident he had awhile back may have helped him though. Hes slowed down some. When we got to Lorenes, her scary dog was waiting. A big alsatian that always barks at me, shes scawy. I'll have to pat her and try to get her to like me before Saturday or she'll kill me in my sleep lol.
Anyways, nice bus ride to the station, talked to mah friends. Then we all met up and had maccas. I got mocked by Bence for being a "Sydney fag who got a happy meal," so sue me. Those toys are good for 5 minutes of entertainment. But they didn't have any left :( so I got a free box of cookies yay! He was so stoned though, it was funny. He is the GOD of cs, I swear. Kills everyone, but thats another story. Fun train trip in, laughed at some guy and had battery races. Got to the city, haven't seen much of it in the day time. We walked to Starbucks, not my dear friend Starbucks house but the coffee place. Had me a chocolate frapacino. It was really really really good. Bordering on orgasmic. I love the churchs though. They have that beautiful gothic architecture I so love. I asked mom about them on the way home, so I am going to see all the beautiful ones in Europe. I wanna see the Dome of the rock in Jerusalem too. But anyways back to my day...
We saw Breaker Morant. It was a very good movie, on par with Gallipoli. Although only Aussies and New Zealanders would understand why that was such a great movie. Break Morant is about a soldier who fought in the Boer war in 1901, right after federaiton. The Brits made up the unit he ended up being in command of and when Hunt, his Captain, best friend anddddd the brother to his wife, was killed and mutilated by the Boers he wanted revenge. He ordered the execution of Visser, who was wearing Hunts uniform, and 6 other pows. Up to when Hunt was killed, he'd ignored the Brtish standing order to execute all pows though, then he went with it as a way of revenge. He also ordered the shooting of a German missionary named Hesse, I'm not saying that was justified. Morant, Handcock and Witton were set up for a court martial about it. But really, the charges about Hesse's murder were dropped. Kitchener, the commander in chief of the forces, lied about the verbal order though. They wanted a peace deal to get their hands on the gold and diamonds and end the war. There was this great scene, Kitchener says the Germans just want to get their hands on the gold and diamonds, they were paranoid about the Germans joining the side of the Boers, anyways, this major says "thank god we are so altruistic". I just loved that, the irony. Blah, they're executions were signed before the trial begun. They were executed over killing the pows, even though they were ordered to, even though soldiers all over South Africa were doing the same thing. Witton got life in prison, but was realeased after less than 3 years because of the dodgy trial. Morant and Handcock were executed the next morning though, no blindfolds. They were set up, it was all political manoevouring. Its weird though, we Australians always make heroes of the bad guys, the larikins, the guys who aren't the best human beings but are typical Australians and that just make us realise who we are. Ned Kelly, Breaker Morant, the man from snowy river, Chopper etc. That whole mateship spirit, never leaving a mate behind. It all stuck around from wars, especially Gallipoli. Well son, thats what started the Australians saying mate *pat pat* Now its off to bed.
Anyways, enough of the history lesson, sorry. Walked up to moms work, got a lift home, finished the end of that last book Mel and her mom sent. It was good, I like happy endings. I'm glad they got married and children too, thats extra good. Oh well, shower time for me. I'm proud to be where I'm from, wouldn't trade being Australian for the world. Wouldn't mind living some place else though. Oh well, as mom has made me love to say, cest la vie.

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[18 Aug 2003|10:10pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I love the message this song has. It's a really good one, yep it is. I'm just really into it now, think I've been listening to it all day since Kate reminded me of it yesterday. I'd post all the lyrics but then Holly would get pissed off at me for taking up all of her friends page :P Oh well, I probably will later. I have that cat from word up in the corner of my screem, I love that icon. Its so much cooler than the dog ahah!
Ahhhhhhh finally! Going to see Pirates of the Caribean on saturday, or was it friday? I dunno, one of the two. That'll be with friends, then I plan on cajooling my family to go see it. Liz and Olly and Kate and us etc. We usually go up to Knox and see a movie then go out for dinner after. Theres alot of really good little asian cafes up there. Num nums. Mom complained and got a free ticket over something, I can't recall what. Shes so good at making a fuss! She got me my very first Green Day cd ever. Back when I was 12, I decided to buy Nimrod. We didn't have a cd player, Mom being technology illiterate and all so I got it ordered in on tape. Long story short, they had to call us to tell us it was in. Called us 5 weekends in a row and it was a cd lol. So last week she flipped out and started yelling, scoring me a free cd. Moms are cool, but they have no shame. Back to the movie rambling... Then finding Nemo with my friends sometime or other, Smit wants to see the Italian job too, he has the car so we gotta be nice to him. Lorene is getting a car soon though. Yay for friends who can drive!
Apparently I've been nominated to babysit James and Sarah in Sydney for 3 weeks next year. Mal and Linda are going to Italy and they want just me or Kate and I to go stay up there and look after them. I'm totally ok with that. In door pool, getting paid for it too. Oh well, I think its over easter but then Kate pointed out the easter holidats for Uni is only a week so who knows when it'll be.

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[17 Aug 2003|11:33pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Typing up my latest story I've come to a realisation. When I wrote depressing suicidal stuff its because I felt like that. Just did, that was my release. To write made me feel better, like I had a purpose almost. So when I wrote this newest kinda happier story I felt like that too. I won't say what its about because that would be a spoiler to anyone who cares, but its happier sort of. I'm depressed reading it. That'd make sense if you read it I'm sure. I should write to see how I feel now...

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Meh... [17 Aug 2003|04:42pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
Are you at one
Or do you lie
We live in a wheel
Where everyone steals
But when we rise it's like strawberry fields

I love that song. Its so deep. Starbuck and I had a big conversation about what we think it means. I said it was about a guy and a girl having problems and stuff. When they're together its really really good, when they're not it sucks balls. I think he said it was a comment on society or something. Typical, he is a communist. Bloody communists... nah they're kinda cool actually.
Anyways, Melbourne Uni open day. It was actually quite fun. It took my mind off of things and stopped me thinking, I even got happy at a point. Mom and I were walking to the Law faculty and I was kinda in a good mood. I got a whole bag of stuff. Actually on the way back to the car through the Uni I was getting all the main pamphlets again, out of boredom. Sucker Uni, I made off with about 6 of the big ones and 25 or so lil ones. The lil ones are good though. I'm sad I missed the Media and Communications lecture though, it sounds like something I'd enjoy though. It has professional writing and creative writing and stuff like that in it. Then theres Developmental Studies which is what Kates doing. I could go work in Washington DC for the U.N or something with that. I dunno that sounds like rewarding work, helping people and stuff. I dunno where the career would take me though and I'm a bit of a home body. Oh well, I can learn ancient Greek or Latin. That'd be cool, I've always wanted to learn Latin but they didn't have it at my school. Afterwards Mom and I wandered around some of the colleges of residence there. They even have a St. Mary's which I think is where Holly stays, am I right? That was an all girls one so I could be mistaken. If I stayed there I wouldn't have the internet though. Then we tried to find a coffee place, both having a hankering for a frappacino but we had to come home. Now I'm home alone and really really lonely. I dunno, I just feel alone or something. I hope the family comes over soon, I need some companionship right now. This sucks... I shall go try and take my mind off of it by getting some work done.

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[16 Aug 2003|10:23pm]
I guess I'm doing a little better. We're going to take it slowly again and see what happens. I don't really know whats happening or what she wants right now but I can feel it better. We had fun today, even under the circumstances. Hasn't happened like that for awhile. I can't really say I know its going to work out because I don't, at least I'm not sure its not going to though. Oh well, I should get some sleep. I've been lacking in it recently and Melbourne Uni's oopen day is tommorow. Yep, big day.
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[16 Aug 2003|11:01am]
[ mood | morose ]

I don't know what to do. Mel and I are on a break right now... Last night I couldn't even believe what happened. I just went numb. I wondered why I didn't start crying or feeling anything, that came later though. I don't feel very good today. I went to bed past 5, got up at 8 because I couldn't sleep and just lay in bed being cold and sad. I had 3 blankets and a doona but that didn't help. I just crawled into bed, wrapped up in that blanket and proceeded to cry. Woke up and lay next to the heating vent looking at a picture of her, yeah more crying. I guess I'm a sucker for pain. I'm so pathetic. I dunno why I get so depressed but thanks for that e-mail Julie, it helped a little. Mel's on now but away and I want to talk to her so badly... but I was scared to come on this morning. I just kinda looked at the computer and wondered if there was more bad news to come. I think theres a chance this won't work out, which makes me feel even worse. I hate this, I just have a steadily developing hole inside me. I miss...

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Hi, Super Nintendo Chalmers!... I bent my wookie. [15 Aug 2003|10:38pm]
[ mood | weird ]

-How is education supposed to make me feel smarter? Besides, every time I learn something new, it pushes some old stuff out of my brain. Remember when I took that home winemaking course, and I forgot how to drive?
-Son, when you participate in sporting events, it's not whether you win or lose: it's how drunk you get.
-I'm normally not a praying man, but if you're up there, please save me Superman.
-Please don't eat me! I have a wife and kids. Eat them!
-The only monster here is the gambling monster that has enslaved your mother! I call him Gamblor, and it's time to snatch your mother from his neon claws!

Too much Homer you say? Enough is never enough, he so funny *munch*

I'm so sleepy. Today was a pretty good day I guess. I forget what happened in the morning, I think I talked to Mel but she had to go somewhere. Theeen, Mom and David didn't get up until quarter past 8 so we left really late. Thank goodness for Mrs. Hadlow, she lets me in late all the time. Best teacher in the world yaaah! Then I think I studied for that legal assignment, then had an awesome lesson of Lit. That was just really fun. We started Pride and Prejudice today and I'm not ashamed to admit I really enjoyed that book. I should watch the bbc tv show thing of it, Mom has it on video. *hums* love shack, baby love shack! Got my results back for that english story thing, 33 out of 35. Eh, I'm not too happy with it though. Best in the class but yeah. I got called arrogant alot today too and a bastard lol. Yes it's true, I'm a perfectionist. So when all my friends got like high teens, low 20's they got mad. Blah, oh well. I guess if people still want to read it, it may be worth typing up but really I'm terribly disappointed.
Lunchtime got hit in the arm realllllllly hard and it still hurts. Stupid Peter, remind me to kee him on Monday. On the way home, there I was, happy and peaceful, when boom! A waterbomb hit the side of the bus and sprayed everyone in there. I was really pissed. The book got wet and it's one of Mel's books too, ahhhhhh. Not too wet but enough to make me angry at them. Not to mention I was soaked and it's winter and cold. I know it's one of those little white friars *insert random swear words here* kids. I hate that school now. Stupid stuck up little rich kid school, I can't imagine why David wants to go there. I wish I'd seen who did it, see about getting them back. It may not seem like a big deal to you but I think thats just plain stupid and inconsiderate to do crap like that. I mean if it had hit the bus driver we could have had an accident. Something like that happened here recently, the guy was killed.
Oh well, I'm not mad like I was before. Had a good afternoon, didn't do anything at all. Bed time now though, getting really tired. Need... more... sleep... *thud*...

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Haha, bad news for you Mel :P [14 Aug 2003|07:07am]
[ mood | amused ]

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My eyes hurt, bed early tonight. [13 Aug 2003|08:32pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Weeeeeee. I cooked dinner tonight, weird eh? I'm actually a rather good cook when I put my mind to it. I got these chicken fillets, and I marinated them. In soy sauce and maple syrup lol. It turned out surprisingly well. Tasted pretty darn good if you ask me... I'll have to make it for Mel one day. Mel don't try the recipe pleaseeeeee. Same goes for you Mom #2. I kinda want it to be something special I can cook for everyone. My mom wasn't home to have dinner with us :( typical. Even when I cook lol. Yeah it happens sooooo often too. Oh well, she works to support us so it's all good.
I had an ok day. My teacher for period 0 didn't turn up so it was a terrible waste of time to actually go, I wish he'd have told us not to come. Caught the bus home with some friends for the first time everrrrrrr, well half the way. Yay for conversation at the bus stop. Hardly any people go the way David and I do. Like 10 or so, all closer to his age. Oh well, got home talked to Mel which is always nice. Although I'm worried about her and something else but I won't go into that. I hate that powerless feeling. Went for a nice run, mmm runs. They always clear the mind and my mind needed clearing tonight. Did mah self some homework, damn legal is getting increasingly boooooooooooooriiiiiing. Although I still need to do some work on it tonight. Gotta do lotsa work nowadays. Better go do some of it now, *sighs* work work work.

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Trippy, blee! [12 Aug 2003|05:47pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Yay, Heathers rocks. She helped me with my lj background. It looks cool man, I could look at that trippiness like all day. It's tricky, tricky, trrrrrriiiiiiiicky! Cassandra Dean rocks too for inventing Blee. Yay for Blee! Bleeeeeeeeeeeee. I wish someone was here to go hyper with, and I have to do some homework soon, I gotsa write me an essay. Way to kill the hyperness you foo! schoo! Heh, that rhymes. Damn, this song is just like so good, so very very good. It doesn't have one word in it, it's just sounds and stuff like that. Orchestral I suppose it would be called but it's more technoish. It climaxes the whoel song and ends so awesomely. Although not really, it's hard to explain lol.
Tommorow is Wednesday too yaaaaaaaay!!! Early go home day. I love mah wedsnesdays *hugs them* I get my english story thing back Thursday I hope. I want to type it up so Mel can see, and everyone else that wants to aiieee. I kinda liked it... and it's not like my normal loopy stories either. I wrote it from 3 perspectives of the same thing that happened. I like writing, makes me feel good. Anyways, I shall go and get some work done. Blee, blee, blee, blee, blee, bleeeeeee.

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[11 Aug 2003|09:25pm]
[ mood | pleased ]

Today was just great. I rode home from school and although it was raining a little it was just a good ride. It gets windy alot down here and that sucks, but it wasn't today. Anyway when I got home I apparently left my key inside which is very very odd for me because I hardly ever misplace anything. Climbed in the kitchen window though and I'm glad I did. I was thinking of riding to Olly's if I couldn't get in but luckily I did. Mel and I talked on the mic. which is always absolutely wonderful so that left me in a very good mood. I just love her voice, I had no idea how much I missed it. Did some study for a test tommorow, had a short nap, read a book on Huntingtons disease for Biology and some of Sam too. Watched Pizza with mom, wasn't the best episode but oh well. Now it's now and I'm tired so I shall go have a shower and get some sleepy byes.

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